martes, 25 de septiembre de 2018

Evasive Manoeuvres

20/12/16

Far from my axis I fall
Strangers try small talk on me
And yet I feel so small
Even when they seem so kind

Through supermarket aisles we had fun
Skipping through the routine
Escaping from it all
We both had phantoms menacing our minds

So equally balanced we were
Linked by chance
Listening to those human barks
A different tongue on the air

Silly things we enjoyed
The first night we watched the dark skies
Surrounded by drunken fools
Talking about our fears

You wanted a kiss goodbye
Outside your hotel
Under the biggest moon of our century
And I abandoned you

I guess it was better to steer into another direction
avoiding a collision
The last thing I needed was another airwreck

I can’t even find the black box from my last crash.




Vergib Mir Fräulein

Julio Ortiz 


jueves, 20 de septiembre de 2018

Intermittence and Segmentation

31/07/18

Conveniently small
Extremely smart
A stalker in your pocket that listens to your entire life
That knows your every move

Right there
On your nightstand
There
It peacefully lays
Waiting for you to be fully asleep

It’s a diabolical weapon designed to tear apart society,
making everyone believe its a tool for never be too far away from your loved ones

It’s a mistake.

Distances increase, as well as silence and filler words.

The obsidian fragment has the sole purpose of deleting me from your head
Inserting billions of other things instead.
He will make you crave other images of the world

Other stories

Stories from far away

Not from here and now

Not from me

My stories are boring


You can talk to me
Yeah
While you talk to anyone else
All the time.
While you no longer maintain a continuous conversation
With anyone.
While intermittence strikes

Until you slowly go away
Until you end up ignoring me

Worry not!

He will be there

In your hand

While you eat
While you wait
While you travel
While you walk
While you cook
While you try to sleep
While you relieve yourself
While you dress up
While you work
While you love
While you are with me

Always

Because all of you are obsessed with it
You are obsessed with those parasites that leech off your time.

In this emoji-ridden world
The real plague is ambiguity

You aimlessly jump from one app to another
Pointlessly browsing on the menu screen.

Lock and unlock.
Type and delete.

Everyone seems to be possessed by it
Not looking at the screen for a second, provokes anxiety.

It’s all right, we are doomed to oblivion.

The next big extinction.

Unless

The battery is depleted.



Julio Ortiz

miércoles, 19 de septiembre de 2018

Who Rescues A Rescuer?

19/09/18

Dear reader, whoever you may be;

A year ago an earthquake shook my country, it caught us mexicans by surprise. It all happened on the 32nd anniversary of the biggest earthquake and natural catastrophe Mexico has ever experienced. 

The first time it completely stunned and deterred our capabilities to overcome the tragedy. It happened on september 19th 1985 at 7:19 AM.

The second time it reminded us how fragile and valuable human life is. It happened on september 19th 2017 at 13:14 PM.

On the days and hours following the seismic event, water was scarce as well as sanitation and meds. 

The big cities recovered from damage very fast, however the poorest towns had a hard time getting help from the government. The aid was insufficient.

I was at the moment an EMT in training from the S.O.S. Rescue Squad, a non-governmental organization that provides emergency medical services all over my hometown.

We travelled to many locations that were categorized as disaster zones and required help immediately.

We saw many things along the way. Pain. Grief. Helplessness. 

The poorest villages had it worse, they had almost all of their homes reduced to small pieces. 

I saw elderly people fighting for simple medicines, for food, for bottled water. Children fighting for powdered milk. Families crying over their lost homes. 

I saw how forsaken is the poorest people.

How fragile are we?

I had a mental breakdown onsite, and I couldn’t allow this to overcome my duty, so I wrote a small, a really small poem, in my head.

On my way back from one of these villages, I put it on paper, I wrote it down on my paramedic notebook. This tiny poem seems insignificant, but it was the only way I could focus on my tasks. It is actually a list of the pillars of my soul in a moment of crisis.

Many feelings arose after this event.

I felt love and fear and anguish and hope.

My favourite humans were on my side, physically and spiritually.

And Mexico stayed together.
Our society saw how damaged was the country, so thousands of households gave away bottled water, medicines, clothes, beds. Companies offered their services to help; some gave free transportation, others gave canned food or free telecommunication services. Some building companies offered their building trucks for debris removal, others started planning the new relief homes for the thousands of families. Meds and food started to be so abundant we had to tell the people to stop. 

Maybe cataclysms are meant to literally shake your world, to let you see upon which roots you are living.

I write this in english hoping it is universally understandable for sharing my story to other nations. Mexico has many problems, and yet its people have infinite solutions.


And something is quite true.

Mexicans never surrender.








(Poem written on 27/09/17)


Julio Ortiz

lunes, 17 de septiembre de 2018

Periferia Descentralizada

15/08/18

Las líneas y los satélites te engañan.
Esos caracteres son una mentira.

Y mi voz
No confíes en ella
El teléfono no puede captar todos sus matices
La que escuchas es falsa
Es solo una imitación constituída por unos y ceros

Los pixeles son espectros brillantes del verdadero mundo, máscaras de una realidad lejana.

Pero cada milésima de segundo aparecerá la última conexión de mi alma hacia la tuya.

El sistema no puede reportártelo
Porque mi amor sobrepasa la latencia de la máquina.

Solo no confíes en lo que ves, lees o escuchas.

Confía en lo que hay detrás
En el hombre detrás de la máquina
La piel que toca la pantalla
La mano que golpea las teclas
Y el corazón agotado
que te trata de transmitir su amor
y todos sus cariños

Pues ni el ruido
ni los errores de transmisión
pueden transgredirlos.





Julio Ortiz




"It doesn’t have to be like this,
all we need to do is make sure we keep talking" -Stephen Hawking on the importance of human communication, ironically presented on a BT telecom commercial.



jueves, 13 de septiembre de 2018

Shock Training


15/07/2013

Passwords and jealousy
Discretion and secrecy

Imminent signals that would indicate the self destruction of a man

The first moments are incredibly valuable as they are the purest of all

Illusory shrouds that conceal terrible flaws

Great dangers that can easily disarm any trained soldier

Bitterness and mistrust
Penance and repulsion

Collaterals that accompany the misery of failure

She never dedicated a song to me

A signal that must never be ignored

(but I did)

At the end

It was a training

She said

An extremely immersive simulation for the next big wars

I was ready for the battles to come

Prepared for any weapon

Prepared for any ambush

Prepared for any adversary

Heartbroken

Yet prepared.




[there are no drawings available for this work, and it's better that way]


Julio Ortiz


lunes, 10 de septiembre de 2018

Diamond Hail

22/08/18

Dreams.
Post mortem.
Angular momentum.


Earth wants to strongly remind you that it’s still spherical.
The desperate forces of the Coriolis Effect.
Are you dizzy?


Pesticides.
Illicit enrichment.
Sins.


Fix your eyes upon your baby child.
Sharpen your spear.
Defend him from the wild boars from the forests.

Lilac streams run through the seas
Coming from the cities in ruins
Dripping in furious torrents
Unstoppable forces of nature
That have dissolved our corpses


After decomposing, our bodies finally understand their purpose.


Flocks of helicopters agglomerate in the cityscapes
Air, denser than concrete, immobilizes the masses
Riots explode all over the world
Demanding obviousness
Everything is sex and comfort

Whilst the rest of the planet burns


Cocaine.
Summer vacations.
Melted icebergs.


Kidnapped is the world
The ransom is way too high for you to pay

There’s mail for you
Some severed fingers have arrived in a gift box

The consequences are real

Sell your house
Ask for a loan
And don't call the police


Julio Ortiz




lunes, 3 de septiembre de 2018

Mantissa

30/08/18


Not a whole
Just a fragment
Infinitude collides with nothingness
As long as I exist

How insignificant can I be?
A small integer
Followed by a neverending row of decimals
Always, almost becoming something greater

People seems to round me down
Because they don’t want inexactitude
My rough edges
And pointy extremes

Now, in this infinite hotel I found you
In the last room
You told me I’m all right
That I am significant

In the beautiful Hilbert’s Grand Hotel
You made me a significant cypher
Only you can see the integrity
I was saved by your cleverness

In that room your tender voice taught me
That I am an entirety of my own
And all those fractions compose me
Every single digit

I was small
But now you exponentialize me
I tend towards infinite
And I feel complete




                         Julio Ortiz